Friday, November 10, 2006

Get Off The Internet

Will it always be like this? Wondering how people make friends with one another, just like that? It feels too much like being 14 years old and trying to figure out how sex works, knowing that it happens all the time, that it's perfectly normal, and despite spending so much time imagining it, you can't actually ever imagine it will happen, you can't imagine how it would happen.

Usually I don't pay much attention to personality tests, but the other day I took one and the results said that I was equal parts schizoid (someone who doesn't hang arond others and doesn't want to) and avoidant (someone who doesn't hang around others but does really want to) and I couldn't help thinking that the two of those together is contradictory, nonsensical and completely true.